I hate that tiny feeling in the back of your head. The one where nothing seems to be wrong, but you feel a large storm of disaster coming. The four horsemen of the apocalypse, riding...

#@&*(&*!! sooo annoying...and usually these gut feelings i have, are correct, which sucks..but anyway



I did have an epiphany in class today, thanks to my professor:

You will never achieve happiness, if that is all you peruse

Happiness comes from the accomplishment and fulfillment of things in life
As a side effect
If you merely peruse happiness it self, you will never be happy
It would be a vicious cycle of frustration trying to find happiness as an object rather than an effect.

And i just finished my art assignment on one of David Choe's murals in Little Tokyo
I think i've found a new source of enjoyment
"happy happy happy.."